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today I woke up at 11:30 and we went right over to Clarion. we ate and then went to Goodwill but I didn't find anything there. I never do anymore. then we came home and watched some football baby! the Steelers won...now let's just hope they can keep it up! haha!! then we went to Shreffler's to get some ice cream cause it's their last day open for the year! Jess and Clint happened to be there so we talked to them for a little bit. when we got home me and Tuesday went up to the park. Roach, Scott, Hallberg and Michelle were there. then Adam walked up. we sat there and talked for awhile. then Matt came. he was doing back flips off the swings so I tryed to do it but I couldnt! then me, Matt, Adam, Tues and Scott went over to Clarion so Scott could get some food. then we pimped it up threw Clarion for a little bit and took scott home. we sat at the park for a little bit and talked then came home :-)

so now I'm officially 17! it was a good day yesterday. they sang happy birthday to me and band and then in lunch! ah I hate it when they sing that song! I made a wish on a start last night..haha! after the game was over, there was a marching band party at weeter's house. I didnt go to it but Tuesday was there. I went to the dance and then after I was bored there I was just gonna walk to weeter's house and our mom was gonna pick us up there. I didnt have much fun at the dance..but me and Michelle broke it down a couple times! oh yah and today is Hallberg and Michelle's one year anniversary! congrats guys :-) anyway, I walked out of the school to go to weeter's house and Matt and Adam were sittin there in the car so I went and talked to them. then benny came out and they took me home.
so that was my birthday...nothing too special..

tomorrow is my 17th birthday! I dont feel that old at all..it's crazy! so I have to go to school, and then go to a football for marching band. blah I dont wanna go.

I cant get my hopes up..

I hate school! I have a runny nose and it bugs me..er. they hurricane Frances is here and it's raining and bunch! I dont like when it rains forever. I was sitting here at the computer around 4, and Megan T. got on and asked me if I wanted to go out to eat w/ her, so I did. we went to the Roadhouse and then went to TCBY for some ice cream. it was fun.


I dont know if I should just give up...

I was really sleepy in school today. the woodwinds had chair placements in band..so I took a nice little nap. that was fun. ahah. I was glad when the day was finally over. me and Tuesday walked around town for awhile. then Matt and Adam came and we showed them some cheerleading moves. haha! then we just drove around the racetrack for a little bit then came home.

ah it's Friday! haah I have a feeling I'll be saying that at the end of every week...ha! so the first week of school was ok. the football game tonight sucked ass. we lost 46 to zero! it was sad. actually it wasn't all that sad. we did have some good plays...we just couldn't score. oh well I had some fun. now it's the weekend and I'm ready to party baby

I'm so sick of school already. it just depresses me. I'm so much better off w/out it and all the people there that I just dont really care for. err I'm just confused and frustrated about everything. I'll be fine.

I hate waking up in the morning. its the worst feeling ever to wake up to an alarm telling you to get up and go to school. Shawn gave me and Tuesday a ride to school this morning. that made my day better than having to ride the bus. school makes me so tired. and it just confuses me about things....

am I just setting myself up just to be disappointed in the end?

school was a little better today I guess. tomorrow is pictures already. that will just screw up the day some more. oh well. I think I'm getting a ride to school now. I dont know who from yet. either Matt or Shawn. I have to ask them again today if I see them :-)

school sucked some major ass. everything is screwed up. they changed from 10 periods back down to 9 periods...again. so no one knows what is going on. the lunches are all weird and screwed up. a lot of people's schedules are really messed up. luckily mines not. I have a bunch of people in my classes that I dont really like but I'll have to deal w/ it. I dont wanna go back to that place...

so today we went to Grove City school shopping. then we got home around 3. me and Tues went around the ville to hang out. we found benny and then Scott and Billy. we just hung out then we decided to go to Benny's house to watch a movie and eat some pizza. then me, Tues, Scott and Benny went up to the park. Amanda and her brother's were there. so was Hallberg and Michelle. Matt and Adam showed up. them Matt took Adam home. then we sat at the park for awhile until we got kicked out for being there after dusk. they can fuck themselves. then Hallberg took Scott home w/ Michelle and Tues. I talked to Matt and Benny for a little bit then Matt took me home..
so tomorrow I gotta go to school. I'm not looking forward to it but I have to go and I dont have much of anything else to do anyway...

no more waking up whenever I want. no more Maury at 10, Price is Right at 11 and then jammin to music all day long. no more sitting on the swing in front of Red&White for hours doing nothing but chillin. no more basketball at the park. no more hanging out on the street. no more getting kicked out of the park. no more eating at wally boes for every meal of the day. no more summer...oh I will miss you

I dont wanna go back to school..

here's my schedule for this year
1st- world cultures
2nd- gym on days 2,4,6
3rd- academic english
4th- spanish 3
5th- trigonometry
6th- band
7th- lunch
8th- chemistry
9th- double period of chemistry on days 1,3,5

so I guess I'm happy w/ it. I wanted to take art but it's not on there so I'm not worried about it. I might go to school the first day and it'll be all different anyway. I'm glad I have study halls too!
so today I just hung around town. Patrick is in town! haha he's at benny's house. me, Tues, Megan, Ashley, Brad, Roach and Patrick were all going to Benny's house to play poker. on the way there we ran into Matt and Adam. I stopped and talked to them. then they left and I was gonna go to Benny's house but then I just walked around town by myself for a little bit. I found Matt and Adam again and then we just went to Matt's house. everyone was there still playing poker. we just hung out there then me and Tues came home.

so this is my last week before school starts. I'm gonna make it a good week...hopefully! oh man I still gotta go school shopping. ah I just dont wanna go back!! I should make Matt take me to school..hahaa no he probably wont..

yesterday I just hung around the house most of the day. then me and Tuesday went around town. Matt, Adam, Hallberg and Michelle stopped at the park. Tuesday went w/ Hallberg and I was w/ Matt. we rode around for a little bit then we went to wally boe's. we all sat int there w/ Barry and talked. then we went outside and just did nothing really (haha) oh but it was a fun time. then we came home. then around 11:30 me and Tuesday went w/ Scott, Shawn and Benny. yesterday was Shawn's 18th birthday. we went to Perkin's at like 12:30 in the morning and had a good time eating some food. then we went to wal-mart and just messed around in there. fun times. then we went back to Scott and Shawn's house and kinda watched a movie but we didn't really pay much attention to it. then Shawn took us home at 4 in the morning. it was a good time.

so today around 12:30 me, tues, chels, paige and jenna went up to wally boes for lunch. scott and shawn were there. they were going mini golfing and asked if me and Tuesday wanted to go..so we went. we found Benny and he came w/ us too. it was a fun time. then we came back to town and we stayed at the park for awhile. Robbie came up and played a game of basketball w/ us. then me, Tues, and Benny went to Scott and Shawn's house and watched 50 first dates. that movie is confusing..haha. then we went to wally boes. Matt and Adam came in. we hung out there for awhile then me, Matt, Adam and Benny went to get ice cream but we are dumb and didn't realize it closed at 10. we went back to wally boes and hung out there. then everyone left and it was just me, Roach, Brad and Barry. Barry is a crazy one. and then I walked home in the rain..
I'm really tired for some reason..

me and Tuesday went up to wally boes to eat some food and then we watched Benny and Brad play some pool. then we just walked around town forever and were bored. around 8 we went up to the park. me, Tues, Benny, Roach, Paige and Brian played a game of basketball..it was getting violent! haha. Chelsea came down and Justina did too. Matt and Adam came by. me, Tues, Chels and Justina all hopped in his blazer. we went back to the race track and had some fun. Matt was like..I don't wanny scare Chelsea since it's her first time riding w/ me. haha but we went to "sleep" and drove around there for a little bit. then we went down to the trussel and walked to the middle. then we went by the park and Jake, Coy, Jared and Kiesha were there. we talked to them for a little bit then they left and Matt gave us a ride home.

I just realized next week is my last week before school starts...I'm gonna cry

big sister Jess came over today so me and Tues went over to Clarion w/ her and ate and did some other stuff. then we came home and hung around for awhile. then we had to go to marching band practice. nothing too interesting happened there. then we came home and played some basketball w/ Benny. Ashley and Megan are still ignoring me and Tuesday but I just find it funny..really funny. anyway..Matt and Adam came later and me, Justina and Robbie talked to them for awhile then I came home..